Dear John,
Oh my God, that sounds so weird, isn't it? I think when we write for our favourite author, should write everything right, in the best possible spelling, but not when the "favourite author" is you. Don't you write bad, ever, but is that none of its characters are perfect, they all have flaws, demonstrate reality and I'm real, to you I don't need to pretend. I know that there is nothing interesting, but I'm feeling the Hazel writing to Peter Van Houten, just in case you're not a jerk (I hope not). I am Brazilian, so forgive me for bad English, public schools here don't give us a good teaching of foreign languages, but am struggling. I've only had access to "blame it on the stars ' because I got for Christmas, your other books I couldn't buy yet, and I think I read in PDF is super unfair to you. I'm completely in love with Augustus, was the death more unfair that I've witnessed, I cried more for that fictional loss than for actual losses, I was immensely saddened by the death of Gus, I consider him my best friend. Let me tell you a story that might not be so interesting: A boy of just 16 years here in my town, had bone marrow aplasia, he fought hard for her life every month doing videos saying next month would be well, back on the beam, and I've always wanted to be his friend, I wanted to show him that it wasn't the end of the world and that he wasn't alone, but my shyness wouldn't let me or at least give a "Hi" to him, and he died, just a week after the last video in which he said "has already I'm good for you". Even I have not exchanged a Word with him, that hurt more than a stab wound to the chest, and I cried and cried, cried uncontrollably, screaming that the world was unfair and that he had much to live for. Die is ridiculous, it's a joke, except not funny. And I never got a chance to be a friend of his, to approach, to show him that we are the owners of the time. I know it's silly or weird, but I think we have all the time in the world in our hands, we control our own time. But back to your book, What happens with Isaac? And Monica? She regrets it and see what you did with Isaac was totally unscrupulous? He meets another girl to be "always"? And Hazel? She keeps thinking of Gus, or she follows his life with someone else? I would like to know ... Thanks for listening, and if you don't want to answer me, I understand, but at least give me a sign that read, so I don't look boring.
With love, much love, Craig.
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